At Least I Have Myself

by Ridgewood

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03:15
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02:21
3.
04:07
4.
04:03

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released April 1, 2016

All songs written by Ridgewood

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Erik Paulson at Sun Room Recordings
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Album art by Greg Rudolph
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Track Name: Julie
hey julie
I think I called last night
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry

as I waited for the machine
I spilled my drink on my stupid feet
if you could see me now
you'd probably think I was burning out

capsize
sink into my bed
I've been so lonely in my head
capsize
take me down with you
take me down with you

hey julie
I think I called last night
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry

I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry

when I heard his voice on your machine
I think I lost my mind

call us back sometime
call us back sometime
call us back sometime
goodbye
I can’t wait to die
goodbye
Track Name: Fever Dreams
Your sweet disease
Works slow but sure
I don't want a cure

In my fever dreams
You are there with me
And you sink your teeth into my skin
And you gnaw the flesh off of my bones

And I know
When you're done with me
You won't hesitate
To find a new host

It's alright with me
Kill me, darling
Nobody will care
Cause there's no one there
Track Name: Silhouette
Your silhouette
Spins in my head
And pirouettes away from me
you always leave, you always

Creaking hardwood, following your steps
I would call your name, but I can't catch my breath
Did I tell you you look gorgeous in that dress?
I wish you could have stayed here
I wish you could have stayed

Your silhouette spins in my head
And pirouettes away from me
You always leave, you always

When you come home I won't be here
If you come home I won't be here
If you come home I won't be there
Track Name: Blessing
You say I talk too much
Well, I don't think you talk enough
And I'd like to know what's on your mind sometimes
Is it me?
Cause honestly
You're on mine
All the time

But you're fading
And I don't have the space
To keep you in my head
To keep you in my heart
You're fading
And I don't have the space
In my memory
To let you stay with me

To learn to love is to let go
We dance around the drain so slow
I know you're terrified to ever be alone
But I've been gone for months
I gave up so so long ago

You say I talk too much
Well, I don't think you talk enough
And I'd like to know what's on your mind sometimes
Got called on all my bluffs
And lost everything I loved but
At least I'll always have my fucking self

There is no peace inside my head
If there's a god he wants me dead
And you're the tool he means to kill me with

You are the tool, you are the tool
You are the hammer
That comes down upon the nail
And seals my coffin tight
you sealed my coffin